Friday, August 17, 2012

Happy 67th Birthday, Mama..


Today (August, 17th) is my mom's birthday.. 
It's also been 21 months since she died. There will be a time for tears, a time for the nearly crippling pain of loss, but not now, not yet. If I can just keep it together for a little while longer. But it's hard! Memories keep intruding me.. Her smile, her voice, her comforting words that tell me everything will be just fine. I miss every loves that she gaves me for 30 years before she died.
 
Ah, Dear GOD, 
If roses grow in Heaven, Please pick a bunch for me. Place them in my Mother's arms and tell her they're from me.

I learned about love from my mother, watching her caring ways. I learned about joy from her in fun-filled yesterdays. From her I learned forgiving of faults both big and small. I learned what I know about living from her, as she gave life her all. The example she set is still with me, I'd never want any other. I'm thankful for all that she taught me, and I'm blessed to call her "Mother."


"Happy Birthday In Heaven Mom"




I love you so very much and I miss you more and more each day.
I am so sad that you are not here, and it doesn't get easier with time. Sometimes, I still can't believe that you are gone, and the only thing that gives me a bit of comfort is knowing that I will see you again one day.
  
I hope you will have a wonderful birthday in Heaven with God and Angels. 
Happy Birthday Mom. I'm missing you very much on this special day, and not just today, but every minute, since you went away. You were the center of my lives before your soul passed on, it's just so hard for me to believe that you are really gone. But I celebrate the life you lived and all the things you gave me, Our wonderful memories, Mom, of you are the things that will comfort and save me to keep survive without you. 
Please think of me, as I think of you with hearts so full of love, I am looking up at you, sweet Mom, as you look at me, from up above.
Love,
Your Son.